The meaning of life

In my deep struggle, dark night and immense stress, I have discovered that the meaning of life is to know, experience and enjoy God. 

To know His whole character

To experience the walk and adventure with Him

To enjoy His love, this is the ultimate

He did not create me to serve Him as if He is shorthanded. He did not make me to be "used" for Him as if He just want something to be useful. He did not enjoy the obedience to law without love. 

All other things in life do not matter and it is just part of that grand plan. 

Why worry?