So today someone shot (backstab) me. What should I do? Revenge?
I asked Jesus.
What would I do if I am in the state of full trust in Him? That He loves me. That he takes care of me. That he will guarantee my provision.
Why should I be worry of what others think of me if anyway He who provides me owns all the mountains, sea and cattles?
So my perspective changed, even as I 'pretend' to believe
Oh Jesus, I believe in You. Help my unbelief!